My Diary

sweety..hows your day going babe?

msujoy007 — Tue, 03 Feb 2009 11:50:28 +0000

Honey..how are u doing? hows the day going? i haven’t spoken with you today and miss your voice naah..babe, i miss our apartment back home and the kitchen. Sweety, the house looks so nice now and i am sure when i come over this march then it shall be even better. Missing you babe and dying to talk to you…you are the burning desire of my life and soul and i will do anything for you sweetheart.

please take care of yourself and eat less of outside food and love you loaded

I had a very tiring day today and feeling much better now…better than yesterday. I had a bad cold and was in house the whole day yesterday and i was really feeling lonely yesterday and i am dying to come there to you this March. I am waiting for that day, that we get engaged and married…have

our own kids and have a nice life.

Love you too much…mwahhh

Sweety feeling bad i lost my phone :(

msujoy007 — Wed, 28 Jan 2009 11:31:07 +0000

hey sweetheart, sorry i just lost my phone. i feel bad that i couldn’t call you today…feeling bad about the situation. I did go to a phone shop and checked up some phone and liked some. I shall pick up one by this saturday…my pay day is coming close, really waiting for my salary money to arrive in my bank honey da money….hehehe

baby, what did u do today. i really feel like holding you but i know you are far away from me but my heart is so attached to you/ i really felt very bad when i came here..i soo missed you sweetheart, really missing your presence here and i know in my heart that we shall unite very very soon…please prey for us to Jesus sweetheart. I love you so so much and can’t live without you, you are my life and soul, you are my water for my sould and i feel very bad now a days when i come back home alone and know, that i really miss out apartment back in Philippines and especially you babe. I remember all those precious moments which we had in Cavite and all our shopping fever.

i remember all those precious moments which i had with your family in Laguna, taking shower in river and all the good times. i love you sooooo much sweetheart, i missed you very much today, but the freaking phone, dont worry sweety i shall get my cell phone ASAP/ love you so much sweety….mwahhhh

babe, please take care of yourself and please eat well, don’t go out in much heat and always make sure to drink juice and water to keep yourself re-hydrated. mwahhhhh….

Its Wednesday – what u doing?

msujoy007 — Wed, 21 Jan 2009 04:50:35 +0000

hi sweety…heard you had been to church. I want Jesus to bless us both and hows your day going sweetheart. Baby, i feel so lonely without you and yesterday, all of a sudden my heart started to get pain because i miss you so so much and i really felt like crying. I am missing you presence sweetheart….Sujoy’s there with you every single second and there’s not even a sigle second that i don’t think about you. I am also very happy that I finally became an uncle and that my brothers kid Ria is so cute…honey we should have kids like these.

I can’t wait to be there with you and exchange those rings…just wanna get engaged with you babe and have our own family and kidz running around the house. I always feel very happy to receive your txt messages and when you call me or when i hear your sweet voice, I just feel on top of the world. Sweety, you are the beat of my heart.

Babe, i just found this song on YouTube and I think you will like it, its a song by Hilary Duff “Fly”…love u loaded mwahhh….

hey baby…..where are the txt msg’s :(

msujoy007 — Fri, 16 Jan 2009 06:41:13 +0000

honey da money where are the txt messages….??
anywayz just finished job 2day, had a half day and dying to have a webchat with you today.
hope things are going fine in our new apartment and am really interested to see those house pics and you
baby. Being here in Sydney and you in Philippines, its very hard for me to live without you. Missing you naah, love that smile of yours and really wanna hold you babe. Every morning i look at your album picture, which i had got from your parents house. Your nice sexy eyes and your smile and laugh, the good times we had in Cavite and in Laguna. See you for da chat today babe…love you loaded!

honey da’ money…missing you

msujoy007 — Mon, 12 Jan 2009 12:24:38 +0000

Something special about you is that when we chat on phone…you always make me smile and love your relaxed looks. Yeah, we get a lot into chat fights … but hey, at the end of the day – i am all yours to dine. Don’t know why the water problem came up in the house today…things were going fine. Like i said babe – your tension is my tension – i am always there with you every second of the way – you bring me a lot of meaning to my life and the happiness. For once in my life-time, i am really happy that I have found a girl like you. My would be fiance’ and the dream for us to get married and have a family. We shall never give up in this dream eventhough what may come and what obstacles we face. Promise me that you shall always be by my side, watching my every single move and listening to my feelings. Promise me Jack! Going home now babe…need to catch my night train, its late and need to go back home and love you every second of the way.

Really happy that i have started to give some focus to this diary and miss u…mwahhhh

hey baby

msujoy007 — Sat, 10 Jan 2009 12:25:41 +0000

sorry babe din’t call you today…i was busy with some work. You know babe, i really miss you and my time with you in the Philippines was mind blowing, spending those precious times with you and your family. Priceless!!

i miss that smile of yours and your good sense of humor…you make me smile and bring a lot of meaning to my life. It hurts when i am away from you and it has not only been a week ,since, i have come back to Sydney. Things look so empty without you and all the good times we had.

boy i am glad we now have a apartment for ourself in Philippines, our own home – what a joy! Jack, you always wanted a home and this is just a small start and we shall reach our goal of having that dream house babe. For today i keep it short as i just re-commenced my diary writting today. Love you babe and shall write you 2morrow and tc. Mwaaahhh….your lover Sujoy.

Sweety i got my Philippines Visa!!

msujoy007 — Fri, 12 Dec 2008 09:59:09 +0000

+baby, i am feeling so happy today that i can’t believe it.
i just got my visa today and am all set to come… you know Jack, today i am very happy.
all my prayers have come true and can’t wait to see you at airport.

baby, i wrote a small poem for you on this gracious day

“Jack I love you.
You’re the joy in my heart,
The sparkle in my eye,
The light in my life.

Jack I love you.
You’re the wind to my wings,
The steps to my dances,
The voice to my songs.

Jack I love you.
You’re the reason for breathing,
The purpose for thriving,
The cause for living.

Jack I love you.
You’re the most caring human being,
The very generous and gentle,
The loveliest of them all”.

Baby…this is my last entry for this month and shall resume back to my diary as I come back here in Sydney.

God speed!!

Felt nice to read your txt msgs….

msujoy007 — Thu, 04 Dec 2008 14:38:49 +0000

Hi Jack! Baby…i felt so nice reading your txt msgs and emails today
I was very happy and am missing u now so…so…much baby!
Babe…please don’t worry, have patience, i can understand u are worried about me, i am also
worried here. Babe…am thinking about u all the time, everything shall be fine…please don’t worry.
Good times shall come and good times come for those who wait..and can’t wait to be there honey.

I don’t know why, but my heart feels so hurt today…we may be so far away but my heart beats for you very strong Jack and the desire to be there for u shall grow even more stronger for u. You know baby, i have started to count my days and can’t wait to catch the earliest possible flight and be there for u. I can’t hardly breathe…i need to feel u Jack!U mean the whole world for me baby. I miss u!!

Tomorrow is my last day at job (Friday) and then vacation time Jack..the whole coming week i shall be concentrating on getting the tickets and visa. I keep my fingers crossed on that, to be honest baby
this is destiny and yes, i believe in destiny – how you and me – how me got acquainted in the chat and took off from there. People ask me sometimes, “Sujoy do u believe in true love”? I always, told them, “I am not sure”…but now i can say to people that “yes, i do believe in true love” – and my true love is u Jack!! This is true and u can’t deny it. You are my obsession Jack, you are my fire and my soul and i am made for u baby. Yes, i am saying this with full confidence that – Jack we are made for eachother baby and we getting married – that is my goal and promise to u.

I can’t imagine how i shall feel when i leave from Philippine to Sydney – my heart would then be sad and hurt…but hey, lets not think that for the time being, lets think about us re-uniting – my arrival to be there with u and how we shall spend those precious 15 days. Babe, why this time, i even have plans to come to Manila again to be with you again this year. U mean a lot for me Jack and i love everything about u baby. I stop here today…need to go for sleep Jack! Just want to say, I love u dearly and goodnight my winnie pooh

hi my winnie pooh :)

msujoy007 — Wed, 03 Dec 2008 09:07:15 +0000

Jack, i can understand u have been shifted to a new job department and can also understand that
it’s hard 4u. I know baby…i have experience of it. Lets think positive baby!!

I am giving all my prayers for the Philippine trip VISA. Once, that’s done, i am good to go baby!
So, i am keeping my fingers crossed on that and if i get then its a 6 month Visa. Now to be honest,
can’t wait to come to you and am going to start my leave from this coming week. My winter vacation
officially starts from this Monday, so i shall be investing much of time, getting the needy work, that is
- the airline ticket, visa and accomodation. Don’t worry, also, i shall work out the Microtel stuff.

Can’t wait to be with you my baby boo…so just some days left. If I am right your vacation starts on
the 16th…good. My love for u is very strong as always and please keep loving me baby. I am dying
to eat pasta food from you and the lovely dishes which u shall make for me…also, i shall try to cook
some food for u, but no Indian plzzz….i don’t know how to make Indian food because it’s too
complicated especially with all those spices….hehehe..

Good to hear from your friend Leigh and i have told her about my coming and that in case my Microtel
doesn’t work out then, i have asked her to make me some other accomodation. I have no problem
living in a house or boarding, as long as it has a clean kitchen, toilet, bathroom and most importantly
a clean room with a fan and a TV. But don’t worry we shall work out the Microtel baby.

My only request to you is baby, keep your spirit high and be patient as I shall be there for u so don’t
get upset or dissapointed. I promised … so i am always good at keeping promises…its true!!

Love u my Sweety and please take care of your health. That’s something which I get worried about.
Love u my Sweetheart and i really hope u are reading my diary.

baby…why dont you txt me??

msujoy007 — Mon, 01 Dec 2008 09:04:14 +0000

sweety…i am not happy!
u are not sending me txt messages and i am a bit worried…my phone shall be re-charged by this
wednesday. Jack i miss u and can’t wait to be there for you.
my love is strong for you Jack, so….ahhhhh….haven’t heard from you for a while.
babe..hope your job is doing fine and that you are keeping well? I am worried honey